(2026) Lyrics | Airi Suzuki - Hakushu wo

Romaji Translation
Nani ka ga kowareru oto ga shita
Warau shika nai kokoro ga itai
Ashita watashi ga inakunattara
Kono kurushimi wo yatto dare ka ga
Rikai shitekureru no kana nante
Sonna koto mo hajimete kangaeta yoru

Demo sonna koto dekiru hodo tsuyokunai
Tsuyoku miseru koto dake tokui ni natta
Egao de nigeru kuse ga tsuita otona wa
Anmari kakkoii mono de wa nakatta

Sakebu tsuyosa ga hoshii
Nigeru yuuki ga hoshii
Tomaru yoyuu ga hoshii
Jibun ni jishin ga hoshii
Waraitobaseru jibun ni hakushu wo
Ippo soto ni deta jibun ni hakushu wo

Kirakira toshita mono ga kowakute
Hitogomi wo sakete ikita
Watashi wa hito ga omotteiru you na ningen janai
Demo sore wo iu no mo utsukushikunai

Kyou tte nanyoubi dakke
Ohiru tte nani ga yatteru kke
Nani ga tabetakattandakke
Nande konna kanji nandakke

Mukitai jibun ni hakushu wo
Wakideta namida ni hakushu wo

Daijoubu. Daijoubu. wo kikinogasanai
Sonna otona ni watashi wa naritai

Sakebu tsuyosa ga hoshii
Nigeru yuuki ga hoshii
Tomaru yoyuu ga hoshii
Jibun ni jishin ga hoshii
Waraitobaseru jibun ni hakushu wo
Ippo soto ni deta jibun ni hakushu wo

Taenuita kyou ni hakushu wo
Ikinuita kyou ni hakushu wo
I heard the sound of something breaking
All I could do was laugh, though my heart ached
If I were gone tomorrow
Would someone finally understand
The pain I had been carrying?
That was the first night I had ever thought that way

But I’m not strong enough to actually do that
I only got good at making myself look strong
Being an adult who learned to run away with a smile
Wasn’t all that admirable after all

I want the strength to cry out
I want the courage to run away
I want the space to stop and breathe
I want confidence in myself
A round of applause for the part of me that can laugh it off
A round of applause for the part of me that took a step outside

I was afraid of anything bright and glittering
So I lived my life avoiding crowds
I’m not the person everyone thinks I am
But there’s nothing beautiful about saying that, either

What day is it today again?
What was on at lunchtime again?
What was it I wanted to eat?
Why do I feel like this again?

A round of applause for the part of me who wants to face it
A round of applause for letting myself cry

I won’t let an “I’m okay. I’m okay.” go unheard
That’s the kind of adult I want to become

I want the strength to cry out
I want the courage to run away
I want the space to stop and breathe
I want confidence in myself
A round of applause for the part of me that can laugh it off
A round of applause for the part of me that took a step outside

A round of applause for making it through today
A round of applause for surviving today