lyrics: airi suzuki - 2nd album "i" (アイ)

Hanauta

Aa Hajimemashite Sono shunkan sudeni tokubetsu de
Demo ano hi kara nani mo kawarenai namae no nai kankei
Datte itsumo kimi no hanauta Kanashii koi wo utaunda
Nee Sono wake wa iwanaide
Dakara watashi wa kitto Kimi no kimochi wo zutto
Shiritakunai no kana

Ah, nice to meet you It was special from that moment already

But since that day it's a non-changing relationship without any name

You're always humming a song about sad love

Hey, don't tell me the reason why
That's because I, always for sure

Never want to know your true feelings

Futari onaji toki Kuchizusamu rarara
Kanawanai koi wo noseru merodii
Watashi wa kimi wo kasaneta yo
Kimi wa dare wo kasaneta no ?
Tameiki majiri de Osoroi no rarara
Omoide no iro wa chigau mitai
Hontouni suki na uta na no ni
Doushite ima dake kikitakunai 

That lalala we whisper together at the same time
A melody to put on a love that will never come true
I identified with you
Who did you identify to ?
Our matching lalala, coupled with sighs
Seems like the color of our memory is different 

Even though it's my favorite song
Why don't I want to listen to it right now ?

Aa Sou ieba sa
Sukina taipu sae mo shiranai ya
Renai jimita hanashi de  Honne ni furete Kizutsuku no ga kowai no
Shitteru kagiri no futari nara
Miteta anime mo onaji na no ni
Kokoro dake ga mienakute
Dakedo kou shite zutto Soba ni itai yo
Gyutto suru hi wa kuru no kana

Ah, by the way
I don't even know your favorite type
A romantic story brushing my true desire, I'm scared to get hurt
As long as it's the two of us I know
It should be the same as the anime I saw
I can't really see your true feelings
But I want to be by your side like this always
I wonder if the day you hold me in your arms will come ?

Futari onaji toki Kuchizusamu rarara
Kanawanai koi wo noseru merodii
Watashi wa kimi wo kasaneta yo
Kimi wa dare wo kasaneta no ?
Tameiki majiri de Osoroi no rarara
Omoide no iro wa chigau mitai
Hontouni suki na uta na no ni
Doushite ima dake kikitakunai 

That lalala we whisper together at the same time
A melody to put on a love that will never come true
I identified with you
Who did you identify to ?
Our matching lalala, coupled with sighs
Seems like the color of our memory is different 

Even though it's my favorite song
Why don't I want to listen to it right now ?

Sukina ko ita tte itteta ne
Sono ato sono ko to dou natta no ?
Aa Yappari nandemo nai ya
Dakedo doko ka de watashi Itsuka kono koigokoro
Todoku to shinjiteru

You told me you had a girl you liked
How did it turn out ?
Ah, that doesn't matter
But there's a me somewhere who believes that

This love will reach you someday 

Futari onaji toki Kuchizusamu rarara
Kanawanai koi wo noseru merodii
Watashi wa kimi wo kasaneta yo
Kimi wa dare wo kasaneta no ?
Tameiki majiri de Osoroi no rarara
Omoide no iro wa chigau keredo
Itsu no hi ga shiawase na uta
Onaji kimochi de utaitai na 

That lalala we whisper together at the same time
A melody to put on a love that will never come true
I identified with you
Who did you identify to ?
Our matching lalala, coupled with sighs
Even if the color of our memory is different
One day I really hope that
I'll be able to sing a happy song with that same feeling

STRONGER

Kakkou tsukanai Kuchi dake de kuusouka
Zattou no naka de Kyomu kyogen tobikau sekai 
What is the truth ? Kudaranai bigaku ni umorete
Konna jibun wo kaetakute
Without trying to look cool ; a talking dreamer
A world in which imaginary words flies in the crowd
What is the truth ? Buried in stupid aesthetics
I want to change myself

Zutto zutto zutto zutto omotteta Tsuyokunaritai
Motto motto motto motto tsuyoku
I always thought that I'd like to become stronger
Even harder

I gotta know Naitatte
I gotta know Sono saki he
I'll be all right Iikikase
Ugokidashita Hadou no hate ni
Dare yori mo nani yori mo Watashi rashiku
Kagayakeru bashou ga aru Wanna be stronger
I gotta know, I cried
I gotta know, ahead of this
I'll be all right, let me tell you
Beyond this wave that started to move
More than anyone, more than anything, like myself
There's a place for me to shine, wanna be stronger

"Daitanna yatsu da!" tte iwareru kurai ga ii
Ruuru nante nai shi Omoi wo subete butsukete
Tachi hadakaru Kabe kowashite It's only one
Kitto mitsukeru kara
I don't mind if they start saying "What a fearless person !" about me
There's no rules anyway, I'll hit all of my thoughts
Stand up, break the wall, it's only one
I'll surely find my way

Zutto zutto zutto zutto omotteta Tsuyoku naretara
Motto motto motto motto tsuyoku
I always thought, if somehow I could become stronger
Even harder

I gotta know, kuyashikute
Sore demo tachiagatte
I'll be all right motto mae he
Dakara yes or no Erandeku no
Tatoe chigau mirai demo Koukai shinai wa
Habatakeru bashou ga aru wanna be stronger
I gotta know, even if it's frustrating
I'll stand up again
I'll be alright, even further
That's why I have to choose between yes or no
Even if my future's different, I won't regret it
There's a place for me to fly, wanna be stronger

Kyou yori mo asu yori mo
Shinjitemite jibun jishin wo
Kyou yori mo asu yori mo
Hirogari tsudzukeru kanousei
More than today, more than tomorrow
I'll try to believe in myself
More than today, more than tomorrow,
And these expending possibilities

Tatta isshun mo donna genjitsu mo
Hitotsu no unmei Michibiku
Yuuki wo dashite hikari no hou he Ima tobikonde
Just for a moment, whatever the reality is
Leading to one destiny
I'll become brave and dive into the light right now

I gotto know Naitatte
I gotta know Sono saki he
I'll be all right Iikikase
Ugokidashita Hadou no hate ni
Dare yori mo nani yori mo Watashi rashiku
Kagayakeru bashou ga aru Wanna be stronger
I gotta know, kuyashikute
Sore demo tachiagatte
I'll be all right motto mae he
Dakara yes or no Erandeku no
Tatoe chigau mirai demo Koukai shinai wa
Habatakeru bashou ga aru wanna be stronger
I gotta know, crying
I gotta know, to the future
I'll be all right, tell me about it
Beyond this wave that started to move
More than anyone, more than anything, like myself
There's a place for me to shine, wanna be stronger
I gotta know, even if it's frustrating
I'll stand up again
I'll be alright, even further
That's why I have to choose between yes or no
Even if my future's different, I won't regret it
There's a place for me to fly, wanna be stronger

Kimagure

"Hisashiburi" tte Kimi kara no messeeji
Mada itamu mune wa Uso wo tsukenai
Kimagurena dake Wakatteru no ni
Maegami wo ki ni shite shimau
A message from you, "long time no see"
My painful chest can't tell no lie
Even though I know I'm just being capricious
I can't help but care about my bangs

"Doushite koi shite kureta no ?" to
Kimi wa kodomo mitai ni kiita yo ne
Terekakushi de damaru watashi wo
Warau kao ga suki datta no
Like a child, you asked me
"Why did you fall in love with me ?"
Keeping my mouth shut because of embarrassement,
I loved your laughing face

Kimi ga tsugeta sayonara no kotoba mo
Kikoenai furi dekiru watashi datta nara
Ima mo tonari de warattekureta kana aa
Hoshii mono nante nakereba
Todokanai mono nante nai noni
The goodbye words you told me
If I feigned to not have heard them like the usual me
I wonder if you'd still be smiling by my side, aah
Even though there's nothing I want
And there's nothing that can reach you

Nani mo iwazu ni dakishimetari
Nani mo kikazuni te wo nigittekuretari
Kimi no bukiyou nari no yasashisa ni
Honto wa kidzuiteta yo
Holding me without saying anything
Squeezing my hand without asking me
The truth is, I noticed
your kindness full of clumsiness

Amikaketa mama torinokosareta
Kono mafuraa ga aru uchi wa
Mata "tadaima" tte nani mo nakatta you ni
Kaette kuru ki ga suru
As long as I still have this scarf
left hanging
I feel like you'll come back
and say "I'm home" as if nothing ever happened

Kimi ga tsugeta sayonara no kotoba ni
Hitorikiri naitatte mou osoindayona
"Iya da" tte ieru you na yowasa ga areba Aa
Denwa chuu neru toko mo hetana sapuraizu mo
Itsudatte "gomenne" de hajimaru deeto mo
Omoide wa kirei na kao suru kara Aa
Hoshii mono nantenakatta
Nani yori ima ga itoshikatta
The goodbye words you told me
Made me cry, but it's too late now, right ?
If I had the weakness to tell you I'm not okay, aah
You falling asleep during our phone calls, your stupid surprises and
our dates always starting with "I'm sorry"
Memories are always showing a good face, Aah
I didn't want anything in particular
I loved you as you were

Kitai shite "Aeru no?" nante
Henji datte shitai kedo
Honto ni watashi baka mitai ni kimi ga
Getting my hopes up, I want to
reply "Should we meet ?" but
the truth is, as an idiot, I'm still...

Kimi wo omotte kokoro itamanai toki
Honto no honto ni owakaredakara sa
Ato sukoshi omokage oikaketa no Aa
Denwagoshi kasuregoe ookina senaka
Keshitakute kesenakute mada ano hi no mama
Omoide wa kirei de ii sore de ii kara Aa
Motto tsuyoku naritai Fuini kimi to surechigattemo
Nakanai youni
When my heart doesn't hurt when I think of you
Because it was a real break up,
I'm still chasing the shadows of my memories of you Aah
Over the phone, your voice and that back
I want to erase them, but I can't erase it, they still are the same as that day
It's okay if my memories shows a good face, it's alright Aah
I want to be stronger, to be able not to cry
Even if we pass each other someday

TRICK

How do you feel about me ?

Sunao ni kikua dake ja tsumaranai

Koumyouna trick de neraiuchi

Subete kanpekina hazu datta no ni

How do you feel about me ?
Asking you directly is so boring 

I will shoot my shot with a clever trick

Even though everything was supposed to be perfect

Koi no sekai ni wa mamono ga

Nani ga okiru ka wa wakaranai

Ijiaru sugiru taimingu

Face to face Saikou no suriru

There's a demon in the world of love
I don't know what will happen
A too nasty timing

Face to face The best thrill 

(yeah yeah yeah) Itsumo no jibun sura

(yeah yeah yeah)　Wasureru kurai kitai shiteru

dakara do it do it do it do it baby

(yeah yeah yeah) I expect so much that

(yeah yeah yeah) I'm starting to forget my own self

so do it do it do it do it baby

Hey boy Kimi no risou

Tameshite minakya wakaranai deshou

Zettaiteki na shoudou

Atsuku moeru saidaikyuu ni joushou

Dare ka janai kimi dake ni kanjite hoshii kono tenshon

(Mitasaretai Mitashitemitai)

Onegai baby boy Kocchi kite yo

Hey boy, your ideal
You won't know it if you don't try, right ?
An impulsive desire

Burning hot, rising to the top

This tension I don't want anyone to feel but you

(I want to be satisfied, I want to satisfy you)

Please, come here baby boy

(Afureru omoi Oboretetai)
Donna kimi datte soba ni iru yo

(These overflowing thoughts I want to drown)
I will be on your side no matter what

Aimaina kankei nara hiroi kirenai hodo atta

Nani ka ai de nani ga tsumi ka wakaranai boodaarain

Yuunouna sanbou datte kotae kirenai koto You know

Shikou wa juunin tooiro ni machiawaseteiru mono deshou
If it's about ambiguous relationship, I've had more than you can think of

A borderline that doesn't know what is love or what are sins

A thing that even the most capable counselor doesn't have an answer for, you know

Thoughts are depending on people, different strokes for different folks

(yeah yeah yeah) Douri toka risei

(yeah yeah yeah) Kangaeru yori mo

Kimi no honnou no mama Show me show me

do it do it do it do it (baby)

(yeah yeah yeah) More than thinking about

(yeah yeah yeah) The proper way or the reason

Show me show me With your instinct

do it do it do it do it (baby)

Hey boy Kimi no souzou

Koete guuzen hitsuzen sono saki he

Unmeiteki na shoudou

Ano hi no koto oboetenai deshou

Toge no aru yasashisa ga watashi ni muchuu ni saseta

(Tomerarenai mou tomaranai)

Onegai baby boy Kocchi mite yo

Hey boy Your imagination

Overcome it and let's slip accidentally to the inevitable other side

This fateful desire

Don't you remember what happened that day ?

That thorny kindness made me go crazy

(It can't be stopped, I won't stop anymore)

Please, look here baby boy

(Do you wanna touch me?

Do you wanna catch me?)

Futari wa tada hikareau

Teisei nante kinishite matteru kurai kara

Hajimeyou yo Atarashii mirai

(Do you wanna touch me?

Do you wanna catch me?)

We're just two people attracted to one-another

If you can wait because you're afraid of your image

We might just start it The new future

Hey boy Kimi no risou

Tameshite minakya wakaranai deshou

Zettaiteki na shoudou

Atsuku moeru saidaikyuu ni joushou

Dare ka janai kimi dake ni kanjite hoshii kono tenshon

(Mitasaretai Mitashitemitai)

Onegai baby boy Oide yo

Hey boy, your ideal
You won't know it if you don't try, right ?
An impulsive desire

Burning hot, rising to the top

This tension I don't want anyone to feel but you

(I want to be satisfied, I want to satisfy you)

Please, come here baby boy

(Hey boy I want you baby

Hey boy I want you baby)

Hoka no dare ka janaku kimi ga ii no

I don't want anybody else but you 

Parallel Date

Aenai toki wa kimatte
Kimi no kao wo isshokenmei
Atama no naka de tsukuriagetekara
Yume no sekai he iku no
On the days we can't meet
I always make sure to
imagine your face the best I can
before falling asleep

Tonari ni inai kimi no koto
Neguse no saki made minogosanai youni
Samishikunai youni
Thinking of you who's not near me,
To not miss you in my dreams
As if I wasn't lonely

Sate to. Mata ano basho he iku yo
Kimi to sugosu fukafuka kumo no ue de
Atakamo kimi no udemakura ga aru ka no youni 
Kyou mo onaji taisei de netemirunda
Well then. I'll go to that place again
Where I spend time with you, above the fluffy clouds
As if the pillows were your arms
I'll try to sleep in that same position today

Nande kanaa fushigi to me wo tojiru to kimi ga
Soko ni iru you na sainou mottanda 
Me wo aketara me no mae ni negao ga aru you na
Sonna kankaku ni narechau kara
Koi tte, kowai ne
I wonder why, it's weird but when I close my eyes
I have the power to imagine that you're here with me
If I open my eyes, I can see your sleeping face in front of me
It feels like that
Love is a scary thing

Aenai kyou mo kimatte
Kimi no sukina menyuu sagashite
Oishisouna kao shite taberu kimi wo
Ukabete ranchi wo suru no
On days like today when we can't meet
I make sure to search for your favorite menu
And eat lunch while imagining
your happy face while eating it

Hitori de taberu gohan yori
Souzou dake demo futari de iru hou ga
Oishikunaru deshou
More than eating alone
Being together, even as an illusion
makes the food tastier

Mawari no me toka wa ki ni shinai
Watashi dake ga ikeru parareru waarudo
Tsugiaeru toki made wa sukoshi
Kocchi no sekai de hitori ai wo tsunoraserunda
Not caring about the eyes around me
That parallel world where only I can go
Just a moment before we meet again
I'll work on my love in that world alone

Nande kanaa fushigi to me wo tojiru to kimi ga
Soko ni iru you na sainou mottanda 
Me wo aketemo "oishii ne" kikoetekuru youna
Sore dake de mitasaretara...
Ii no ni na
I wonder why, it's weird but when I close my eyes
I have the power to imagine that you're here with me
Even if I open them I can still hear you say "It's delicious"
Would be great...
If I was satisfied with just that

Kyou wa chotto choushi warui mitai
Nanka kimi ga yume ni detekonainda 
Hitori de iru no mo genkai ka...
Hayaku gyutto nee gyutto shitemite
Looks like it doesn't work well today
You don't show up in my dreams
There are limits to being alone...
Try to hold me tight

Nande kanaa fushigi to Me wo tojiru to kimi ga
Soko ni iru you na sainou mottanda
Me wo aketara hontou ni ita toki ni wa watashi
Mou gaman dekinai yo ?
Hayaku ai ni kite
I wonder why, it's weird but when I close my eyes
I have the power to imagine that you're here with me
But if I open them it really feels like you're here
And I can't stand it anymore
Come to see me

Koi tte, kowai ne
Love is a scary thing