2020 just ended ^^
But now I've also gained many experience
(*t/n : "Your environment now is what makes the person you'll be in 3 years. If I'm satisfied with who I am now, it's all thanks to who I was 3 years ago. And if I'm struggling, it's because I didn't work hard enough 3 years ago. So, even if there's something bad happening now, it's all the result of 3 years ago, and nothing will change by worrying now.)
I keep going forward every single day,
I know there's also need to stop,
But as I can't help but move forward,
I'd like to do it while being true to myself,
And be in a state where I can gear up any time.
Opportunities come suddenly,
So I don't want to miss the chances I get
And don't want to waste them.
I'm a 26 years old
Still thinking about such things
About my music activities,
I had my acoustic lives
And my main tour was "Heart to Heart".
Throughout the year
I conveyed my feelings through
Other artists' words.
(t/n : Airi mostly performed covers this year)
This experience made me discover new feelings, and made me realize once again how much I love singing.
I feel that music has helped me a lot this year.
But I'd like to sing more of my own songs next year
I only did sang and danced to my own songs at fashion shows this year
I want to go wild with you all soon！！lol
For my work as a model also
It was a year of change.
I appeared in more beauty magazines
but also launched my brand iDIMPLE.
I fought with complexes until now,
And all these new works were kinda linked to all I've researched about these topics.
A heart that continues to believe.
If I don't believe in myself,
Who will do it for me, right ?！！
I won't stop believing.
With that in mind, I want to continue moving forward in 2021.
There was the frustrating baseball opening ceremony,
"Golf Digest", in which I appeared with my father for the first time,
My MC work for NHK's Classic TV,
The program I've started on an application, BUZZ LAB.,
My first contact lenses with Candy Magic,
My evergoing collaborations with the brand Samantha,
My appearance in the magazine "Kids Tokei" where I've been interviewed by kids,
My model work in a wedding dress for the magazine "Zexy"
、、、And so on.
Looking back at it
Everything happened so fast
But it was such a fulfilling year
I couldn't even imagine
There are many stuffs I've had the recordings or the shootings for,
I've did a lot of things to prepare for future releases in 2021, so please wait for a bit！！！
Even if I have to work a lot,
as it was a year where I've been surrounded by people's warmth,
I was very happy.
I've been receiving many messages
related to my solo feature in Ray magazine,
You've also wished my birthday on Instagram
I've tried to do lives every day for the golden week, too
I always think I'm grateful,
But I'm truly grateful for all of you.
All the things I thought were natural,
I realized I shouldn't take them for granted,
You were already very important to me
But this year made me realize
How much you've been supporting me mentally too.
I want to give smile to
Every single person who's involved with me,
And I want to deliver courage.
Nobody knows what kind of world it'll be in 2021,
But I hope that the days when you can laugh from the bottom of your heart will continue.
I really want to meet you all！！
Thank you for 2020
I've wrote and erased many things
And now we're in 2021
Still, let me set the blog update on December 31
I'm counting on your support in 2021 as well！
I love you, Airimania！！！！
2020.12.31 Airi Suzuki